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why am i an ice-cube
why am i an ice-cubeMusic, Movies, whatever. : Jack-Off Jill
1 Octopi disagreed. | State your Opinion
The Octopus Said No.
This is the voice of reason.
30 November 2009 @ 04:09 pm
ALSO, OH SHIT RAT PROBLEM.
Annabelle is a sweetiepie and a bit of a klutz so I guess she could have injured herself; I can't see how, exactly...but her tail tip fell off when she was little (scary as hell but turned out to be nothing) and was never 100% afterwards. there's always been a thick scar/scab/thing.
wellllll now it's all swollen and filled with blood.
I have no clue why this happened. And she does seem agitated. She (and Tonks, too, who is totally fine) both want to do nothing but snuggle and they kiss more than normal but don't brux at all, and they bleat sometimes, which is supposed to mean they're sad.
I had to move their cage into a different room but it's VERY close to where they were previously and I think better insulated from cold and loud noises, and they get the same amount of light. I don't see how that could cause the problem...
I don't know. I'm just unnerved about the tip.
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life shit below
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I've been unhappy lately (again) but in an odd sort of stressed-as-to-truly-upset sort of way, and I realized something, though.
Idiot boy is an asshole, yes, but he's not trying to be mean to me. :P
Could be worse.
Also, with my schedule change, I only see him once a day. ONCE!
Also, last night was fucking awesome; hung out with Hannah and Joy and spent a good two hours making fake love letters for our friend Ashley (josh but ashley fits him better) and he was in a -good mood- upon finding them, even though he literally greeted us with "what the hell, you guys?!"
It was nice to see that our friend-love showed through the fake wuv-love because he's got a serious case of senioritis and is in denial over it, too, so making him happy for a day is a nice change to him going SHIIIIT I HATE SCHOOL! every five minutes.
But we wuv him anyway. :P He's never been mean to anyone, that I can recall or know about.
Also, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT HAPPENED WITH THAT BULLY IN THE WALDORF SCHOOL ANYMORE.
I posted a bawww journal and deleted it today because I just....wanted to, I guess, and it mentioned explicitly the BAWW I HATED KINDERGARTEN (I think it was actually first grade) incident that I've never felt comfortable discussing outright and it was okay. I WAS OKAY, I DIDN'T CRY.
You guys have no idea how big a step this is for me. Okay, well maybe you do. It's big.
my hands have been cold since I got home. what the fuck.
Annabelle is a sweetiepie and a bit of a klutz so I guess she could have injured herself; I can't see how, exactly...but her tail tip fell off when she was little (scary as hell but turned out to be nothing) and was never 100% afterwards. there's always been a thick scar/scab/thing.
wellllll now it's all swollen and filled with blood.
I have no clue why this happened. And she does seem agitated. She (and Tonks, too, who is totally fine) both want to do nothing but snuggle and they kiss more than normal but don't brux at all, and they bleat sometimes, which is supposed to mean they're sad.
I had to move their cage into a different room but it's VERY close to where they were previously and I think better insulated from cold and loud noises, and they get the same amount of light. I don't see how that could cause the problem...
I don't know. I'm just unnerved about the tip.
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life shit below
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I've been unhappy lately (again) but in an odd sort of stressed-as-to-truly-upset sort of way, and I realized something, though.
Idiot boy is an asshole, yes, but he's not trying to be mean to me. :P
Could be worse.
Also, with my schedule change, I only see him once a day. ONCE!
Also, last night was fucking awesome; hung out with Hannah and Joy and spent a good two hours making fake love letters for our friend Ashley (josh but ashley fits him better) and he was in a -good mood- upon finding them, even though he literally greeted us with "what the hell, you guys?!"
It was nice to see that our friend-love showed through the fake wuv-love because he's got a serious case of senioritis and is in denial over it, too, so making him happy for a day is a nice change to him going SHIIIIT I HATE SCHOOL! every five minutes.
But we wuv him anyway. :P He's never been mean to anyone, that I can recall or know about.
Also, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT HAPPENED WITH THAT BULLY IN THE WALDORF SCHOOL ANYMORE.
I posted a bawww journal and deleted it today because I just....wanted to, I guess, and it mentioned explicitly the BAWW I HATED KINDERGARTEN (I think it was actually first grade) incident that I've never felt comfortable discussing outright and it was okay. I WAS OKAY, I DIDN'T CRY.
You guys have no idea how big a step this is for me. Okay, well maybe you do. It's big.
my hands have been cold since I got home. what the fuck.
26 November 2009 @ 10:13 am
I am going to go back and friends-filter old entries when I stop being lazy.
It's been friends only for ages, only without words.
Occasionally an entry will be public.
Here's what you're missing out on.
1. most art posts. :P
2. seeing photos of pets.
3. hearing me bitch about lonliness, wuv, asperger's syndrome, or high school.
yeah, not much.
It's been friends only for ages, only without words.
Occasionally an entry will be public.
Here's what you're missing out on.
1. most art posts. :P
2. seeing photos of pets.
3. hearing me bitch about lonliness, wuv, asperger's syndrome, or high school.
yeah, not much.
31 October 2009 @ 11:07 am
My brother is coming home for Christmas.
I've waited so long.
I'm hurting with happiness.
also, Halloween.
<3
My first costume kind of fell through so I'm doing Jack in drag as his persona Jill.
Also I have a crush on a gay guy and it kind of sucks, but it's unrealistic and easy to shake off and
MY BROTHER IS COMING HOME.
DAVID MYKA IS COMING HOME.
I will show him all my art and my beautiful rats. And everything else.
<333
I WISH YOU ALL COULD MEET HIM.
I've waited so long.
I'm hurting with happiness.
also, Halloween.
<3
My first costume kind of fell through so I'm doing Jack in drag as his persona Jill.
Also I have a crush on a gay guy and it kind of sucks, but it's unrealistic and easy to shake off and
MY BROTHER IS COMING HOME.
DAVID MYKA IS COMING HOME.
I will show him all my art and my beautiful rats. And everything else.
<333
I WISH YOU ALL COULD MEET HIM.
15 October 2009 @ 08:53 am
It's not funny anymore. :/
I know it doesn't kill people, or even make them very sick, but yesterday a total of 200 kids were out, due to moderate to high fevers, vomiting, and chest colds. I know vomiting isn't a flu symptom, but along with H1N1, there's:
*A horrible head cold
*A horrible chest cold
*A fever flu
*A "standard" chest and fever flu
*A stomach bug, complete with high fever
Which leaves EVERYONE around you coughing and sneezing and saying, "May I please go to the nurse?"
Who sent home around 50 kids yesterday.
200 is HALF OF MY SCHOOL.
I'm scared shitless. I siezed up from fear all yesterday, and made myself achy, panic-y, tired, and I gave myself a really awful headache...and made myself nauseous, all from stress and fear. I just can't go in.
I'm not afraid of the flu exactly (ok, well, I am). I'm afraid of everyone around me sneezing and coughing.
I tried to go in today, and I walked into the photo room and saw that I couldn't work in the dark room today, which is why I came in at all (that and I had a test, but I don't really give a fuck about that).
So I then went to the councilor's office and saw one of the two school psychologists (I never talk to my councilor, I talk to the psychologist. she's way cooler), and talked to her and she said if I needed, I could see her about going home.
I went to homeroom, and immediately started rocking in my chair and nearly cried from sudden "frustration" pain behind my brows, because lo and behold, I was in a desk, which was rubbing against another desk, in which sat a kid. and next to me, a girl was sniffling into a tissue nonstop, very quietly, and doing homework. And on my other side was Kris, saying we are the last survivors, and have I ever listened to Phil Collins?, and it would be so cool if this was a zombie epidemic.
I kind of went batshit inside, and I had gym first period, so as soon as I stepped into the gym room, the weird waxy "gym air" reminded me so much of germs that I had to leave and go to the office and ask to go home.
Sooo now I'm cleaning my room. My mom said it'll make me less sick. I know she's using my fear of germs to control me right now BUT I AM HAPPY BECAUSE MY ROOM IS HORRIBLE! Papers and cardboard all over the floor.
I AM HOME AND TOMORROW I AM WEARING A MASK TO SCHOOL
AND GLOVES
AND I WILL CARRY MY WORST ENEMY, HAND SANITIZER, BECAUSE DESPERATE TIMES CALL FOR UNLIKELY ALLIANCES.
I HAVE POWERFUL D-VITAMINS AND I WON'T SUCCUMB TO THIS
I'm going to go cry about germs and freak out about how dirty my keyboard is and wash my hands, k.
Art may be a little slow. Jitteryness and phobias make art difficult and to be honest I am very very very cold. I also have to see if I can talk to my sister, the germ expert, and see if she can calm me down.
buh bye.
god it's cold in here.
I know it doesn't kill people, or even make them very sick, but yesterday a total of 200 kids were out, due to moderate to high fevers, vomiting, and chest colds. I know vomiting isn't a flu symptom, but along with H1N1, there's:
*A horrible head cold
*A horrible chest cold
*A fever flu
*A "standard" chest and fever flu
*A stomach bug, complete with high fever
Which leaves EVERYONE around you coughing and sneezing and saying, "May I please go to the nurse?"
Who sent home around 50 kids yesterday.
200 is HALF OF MY SCHOOL.
I'm scared shitless. I siezed up from fear all yesterday, and made myself achy, panic-y, tired, and I gave myself a really awful headache...and made myself nauseous, all from stress and fear. I just can't go in.
I'm not afraid of the flu exactly (ok, well, I am). I'm afraid of everyone around me sneezing and coughing.
I tried to go in today, and I walked into the photo room and saw that I couldn't work in the dark room today, which is why I came in at all (that and I had a test, but I don't really give a fuck about that).
So I then went to the councilor's office and saw one of the two school psychologists (I never talk to my councilor, I talk to the psychologist. she's way cooler), and talked to her and she said if I needed, I could see her about going home.
I went to homeroom, and immediately started rocking in my chair and nearly cried from sudden "frustration" pain behind my brows, because lo and behold, I was in a desk, which was rubbing against another desk, in which sat a kid. and next to me, a girl was sniffling into a tissue nonstop, very quietly, and doing homework. And on my other side was Kris, saying we are the last survivors, and have I ever listened to Phil Collins?, and it would be so cool if this was a zombie epidemic.
I kind of went batshit inside, and I had gym first period, so as soon as I stepped into the gym room, the weird waxy "gym air" reminded me so much of germs that I had to leave and go to the office and ask to go home.
Sooo now I'm cleaning my room. My mom said it'll make me less sick. I know she's using my fear of germs to control me right now BUT I AM HAPPY BECAUSE MY ROOM IS HORRIBLE! Papers and cardboard all over the floor.
I AM HOME AND TOMORROW I AM WEARING A MASK TO SCHOOL
AND GLOVES
AND I WILL CARRY MY WORST ENEMY, HAND SANITIZER, BECAUSE DESPERATE TIMES CALL FOR UNLIKELY ALLIANCES.
I HAVE POWERFUL D-VITAMINS AND I WON'T SUCCUMB TO THIS
I'm going to go cry about germs and freak out about how dirty my keyboard is and wash my hands, k.
Art may be a little slow. Jitteryness and phobias make art difficult and to be honest I am very very very cold. I also have to see if I can talk to my sister, the germ expert, and see if she can calm me down.
buh bye.
god it's cold in here.
Internet Moodring Says: : 
flu flu do not want
flu flu do not wantMusic, Movies, whatever. : Dead or Alive
31 August 2009 @ 07:38 am
HOW DOES ONE GET RID OF TAGS.
I HAVE 546 TAGS.
I also just read my Christmas entry. EMBARRASSING I could tell how hyper I was. plus I was on a srs Aiazawa comic HIGH
I need to get the last Parakiss. I do. I NEED TO SO HARD
um.
I've wanted to write more lately. I posted some shit to DA for anyone interested...
I...
I wanna write about Bailey but I can't think of a good short story subject. -_-
eew. why.
Maybe I should write slasher stuff. Or horror. That'd be fun. Thinking of ways to terrify people. I've been reading horror short stories lately and it's a lot of fun. I'm not scared by any of them so it's only half fun because they don't get my adrenaline going.
I need to go to school though, to walk my schedule around. It's for my DIS-UH-BIL-UH-TEE.
I found out the one thing I need though, to help my dis-uh-bil-uh-tee. I need a person to follow me around whenever I wish to ask my mom a question. D: I just...feel my mouth fill with glue and don't ever ask her anything as a result. ;-; wtf is this shit.
AND AS RAE SAID, FALL'S COMING AND I WANT HALLOWEEN.
I'm looking forward to fall so much because we have a free ticket for a MR. DAVID MYKA. http://mykaguitars.com/default.htm he's big on the internet. Lol, SO AM I? :D
YEAH BUT MY BRO MIGHT COME. I MISS THAT MAN SO MUCH.
mmgh.
In other news, the anxiety over simply ASKING my mom if I could meet Hayden, when it's already cool with my dad, is such that I've had issues with nausea. Plus I did nothing but eat s'mores and veggie burgers for five days on vacation....so it's catching up. As is school anxiety. I'm not anxious, but I think I am subconsciously.
My dad says your art is pretty neato, btw, Haydenface. Yeah. Um.....
Yeah.
D: stomach pain. eew.
I HAVE 546 TAGS.
I also just read my Christmas entry. EMBARRASSING I could tell how hyper I was. plus I was on a srs Aiazawa comic HIGH
I need to get the last Parakiss. I do. I NEED TO SO HARD
um.
I've wanted to write more lately. I posted some shit to DA for anyone interested...
I...
I wanna write about Bailey but I can't think of a good short story subject. -_-
eew. why.
Maybe I should write slasher stuff. Or horror. That'd be fun. Thinking of ways to terrify people. I've been reading horror short stories lately and it's a lot of fun. I'm not scared by any of them so it's only half fun because they don't get my adrenaline going.
I need to go to school though, to walk my schedule around. It's for my DIS-UH-BIL-UH-TEE.
I found out the one thing I need though, to help my dis-uh-bil-uh-tee. I need a person to follow me around whenever I wish to ask my mom a question. D: I just...feel my mouth fill with glue and don't ever ask her anything as a result. ;-; wtf is this shit.
AND AS RAE SAID, FALL'S COMING AND I WANT HALLOWEEN.
I'm looking forward to fall so much because we have a free ticket for a MR. DAVID MYKA. http://mykaguitars.com/default.htm he's big on the internet. Lol, SO AM I? :D
YEAH BUT MY BRO MIGHT COME. I MISS THAT MAN SO MUCH.
mmgh.
In other news, the anxiety over simply ASKING my mom if I could meet Hayden, when it's already cool with my dad, is such that I've had issues with nausea. Plus I did nothing but eat s'mores and veggie burgers for five days on vacation....so it's catching up. As is school anxiety. I'm not anxious, but I think I am subconsciously.
My dad says your art is pretty neato, btw, Haydenface. Yeah. Um.....
Yeah.
D: stomach pain. eew.
17 August 2009 @ 09:40 pm
IT WAS SUPER CUTE.
GO SEE IT.
um. that was my fiiiirst Miyazaki film in theatre. My first anime film in theatre, period.
So. SWEET. <333
Sasuke's voice was fucked over though. wtf.
Other than that I liked it, a lot, and would highly reccommend it.
I LIKED IT BETTER THAN STUPID HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE.
hey, I've been really busy this summer and maintaining Badgeaholics is really...not fitting in. Rebecca helps me with it, but she's been rather inactive on LJ (I FOUND HER ON FACEBOOK THOUGH <333) so if anyone wants to help me, like, setting up the exchange...making the pairs (they're randomized) etc...
that'd be wonderful.
I want to make this work, but I'll need to make a NEW DUE DATE FOR OCTOBER OR SOMETHING. D:<
which fits the b-movie theme. XP
GO SEE IT.
um. that was my fiiiirst Miyazaki film in theatre. My first anime film in theatre, period.
So. SWEET. <333
Sasuke's voice was fucked over though. wtf.
Other than that I liked it, a lot, and would highly reccommend it.
I LIKED IT BETTER THAN STUPID HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE.
I'm sorry but I really hate that film beyond comprehending.
It didn't just stray from the book--everything changed. I hated it. I hated it and I almost disliked Miyazaki. I was convinced I'd hate Ponyo, too, because it was so awfully done...
But I'm in love again!
And to Angel--
ILU so much. <333
I can't express how happy I am that you got your package and you love everything in it, and me, and aagh. You're just so sweet. ;-;
Okay, uh...off to go do more AP American history homework. I wanna get it done before going on vacation, which is when I plan to do my commissions.
AND BY THE WAY, IF YOU DIDN'T SEE MY COMMISSION OFFER ON DA OR FA, GO CHECK IT OUT MMKAY. <333
On vacation I want to share Donnie Darko with Haru. She's important to me, and has to see what it's all about. Not the film...life.
Idk why, but...it's like some religious force for me.
hey, I've been really busy this summer and maintaining Badgeaholics is really...not fitting in. Rebecca helps me with it, but she's been rather inactive on LJ (I FOUND HER ON FACEBOOK THOUGH <333) so if anyone wants to help me, like, setting up the exchange...making the pairs (they're randomized) etc...
that'd be wonderful.
I want to make this work, but I'll need to make a NEW DUE DATE FOR OCTOBER OR SOMETHING. D:<
which fits the b-movie theme. XP
oh and I have a facebook now. I will only add people I trust--warning considering this is a public entry, don't be offended if I don't add you. I really wanna keep it to only like 8 core people, or else I'm afraid it'll be another thing contesting for my soul, like dA and FA and LJ. I tried to get less active on dA
but I failed
so my life isn't mine again. :/ Oh wells.
BUH-BYE MUCH LOVES. go to your theatre too kay?
12 August 2009 @ 11:13 am
it's sweeping the nation
the nation IN MY HEART
the double meanings of their lyrics and sarcasm (i.e. shores of California, sex changes)
is fucking lovely.
i just keep rediscovering them in new ways with every listen.
first orgasm made me cry when I realized it was about a breakup today (at work, lol, sitting here typing labels and crying...)
kaili I love you. <333
thanks for making me such an ADDICT!
photos of my new grape-ish hair coming soon, when I get off my lazy ass.
I've been really...REALLY...unwilling to get online because I am on a productive spree, just...by the way.
I miss my pals but I REALLY wanna get my to-do list done. DX
leaving on vacation in a week or two, also, so I may or may not have internet where I am, just a heads-up.
this entry is lame, see the past one plz.
Internet Moodring Says: : 
contemplative
contemplativeMusic, Movies, whatever. : The Dresden Dolls-Backstabber
09 July 2009 @ 05:49 pm
Well I'm gonna get off my lazy ass and make Etsy and Paypal accounts.
also I want to get off my lazy ass and make a website then promptly abandon dA for everything I can manage, keep my one account open for posting JUST trades, commissions, and work I'm especially proud of (Jabberwockyjones), and use Octopusrave for everything else or make a new account altogether, for watching artwork ONLY.
I think it will work well.
I am sick of dA's bullshit. the new shit with child pornography was the last straw.
Anyway, uh, so I'll do this if I make a site. In which case I KNOW i'd need help because I can't do HTML or anything digital worth shit. D:
I'm hoping to share it with at least ONE irl friend, if I can get enough memory. I have no clue how that works with a website, to be honest!
I can make CUTE GALLERY FOLDERS LIKE ON dA, DIFFERENT LINKS, AND OTHER AWESOME SHIT! OHHHYES!
If I posted any of my not-sold art, would anyone be interested?
or is that more of an Etsy thing?
I'll try it there.
<333
Also, uh, after Sarcophagii posted her SUPERSEXXXII altered book, now I wanna do one.
And I get to do still lifes for my portfolio stuff soon, whoopee!....
And work is boring as hell, creepy mosquitos keep coming in and trying to bite me ;-;
But I live. I'd live better with headphones. In order to keep myself from eating candy and drinking water out of boredom so that I don't end up in the hospital addicted to water and with type 2 diabetes, I'm gonna ask about headphones. I'm only typing file names, which are right in front of me/on my lap in a box.
so hope the answer is yes....
Gotta go work on commissions...
Oh and Angel I superlove you and Natty I still wanna commission you for tattoo art someday, mah fine lady.
And Haydencakes is totally awesome.
Uh, yeah.
All my friends are but I tend to spend most of my LJ time on their journals, and therefore come away thinking about them a ton. <333
07 July 2009 @ 06:29 pm
Badge commission from AC for Sonsephira.I finished the sketch on the way back from the convention...but because of work, I didn't post until today.
I also drew Bailey passed out on his art and drooling on it. Or maybe he barfed. I dunno.
it's a gross image but I really like it. I think this is where he was before he sobered, or maybe if he were single and didn't have Amy's good influence to keep his habits, insecurities, and bad relationship with his parents from getting to him?...
Oh and Domni and boyfraaand, Matt.
Dominic is SO fun to draw as a weird doodle eating fried noodlies. He loves unhealthy chinese food more than anything. ANYTHING.
yayyyy
I may be online less because I have a part time job at my dad's work doing extensive filing and stuff. I actually am probably gonna end up doing a mix of full and half days. But still. it restricts my...everything-time. But, I've been taking tiny one-minute or two-minute breaks between sorting files and lifting HUGE heavy boxes of files by drawing things like tape dispensers for practice's sake. Each doodle takes me like...5 or 10 seconds. I hope it helps to improve me as well as break up monotony.
Tell me if you want anything changed, mister :3 This character is funnn. He is a grey cheshire tabby cat. I hope I got the lettering right too!
Internet Moodring Says: : 
amused
amusedMusic, Movies, whatever. : Rasputina-A Quitter
05 July 2009 @ 07:07 pm
okay, half-ass conquer.
But I TRIED
I wish I had more time to spend with people. I wish I found Silverwing before I had to leave, and had time to finish my trade with Ghost, and had time to draw with Lenore.
OH AND LENORE AND GHOST ARE SO BEAUTIFUL IRL. SRSLY.
;-; you guys are adorable.
But I TRIED
I wish I had more time to spend with people. I wish I found Silverwing before I had to leave, and had time to finish my trade with Ghost, and had time to draw with Lenore.
OH AND LENORE AND GHOST ARE SO BEAUTIFUL IRL. SRSLY.
;-; you guys are adorable.
Oh and John is such a sweetheart.
OHGOD but now it's over
Oh well
Off to draw. I got me two commissions today I gotta work on. :)
And tomorrow my first day of work.
I think the next time I go to Ac...I'll actually be aiming to go w/out folks and room with pals.
Internet Moodring Says: : 
accomplished
accomplished29 June 2009 @ 08:41 pm
IT NEVER FAILS
I am always in a good mood, think of something I wanna tell someone (i.e. Hannah) and she's not there STILL
Because she wasn't earlier.
I am always in a good mood, think of something I wanna tell someone (i.e. Hannah) and she's not there STILL
Because she wasn't earlier.
It's so frustrating.
Doesn't help that today it involves Kiera. Who never calls me. It depresses me. -_- How am I gonna take a huge trip with my friend from 2nd grade WHO DOESN'T CALL ME, WTF
anyway, moving on from my narcissistic rantings. Sorry. D:
It's just...that always pops the happy bubble. ALWAYS
but yeah. Movingon.
BLUTTEE IS OKAY. OH GOD, NATTY, I WAS SO FUCKING WORRIED FOR YOU AND YOU ARE OKIEDOKIES!!!!!!
YES
YES
YESSSSS! YES! YES! <3333
SO HAPPY. I'll post the art I made you. It's not much, but it's something, right? <333
Also, I'm doing some health stuff I haven't given much thought to in some time (like, major thought, I mean). Feels good.
( Under this is health ramblings on KOMBUSHA BABIES and FOOT SHIT and other stuff. )
Internet Moodring Says: : 
annoyed
annoyedMusic, Movies, whatever. : Coldplay-Lovers in Japan (Acoustic)
17 June 2009 @ 07:25 pm
It died.
Came back after a few days.
I had no way to get on to say "GUYS MY INTERNET IS DOWN" so I'm sorry for that! I missed y'all but not having net access FORCED me to get some semi-artish stuff done for AC (cutting up old boxes to use as something to keep art from bending...so fun with dull scissors).
I hope everyone's doing okay btw. :o
*hugs all around*
OH PLUS I'M SEEING TOOL IN CINCIIII WITH MY SISTER IN AUGUST.
win.
Came back after a few days.
I had no way to get on to say "GUYS MY INTERNET IS DOWN" so I'm sorry for that! I missed y'all but not having net access FORCED me to get some semi-artish stuff done for AC (cutting up old boxes to use as something to keep art from bending...so fun with dull scissors).
I hope everyone's doing okay btw. :o
*hugs all around*
OH PLUS I'M SEEING TOOL IN CINCIIII WITH MY SISTER IN AUGUST.
win.
25 May 2009 @ 03:32 pm
Some folks said they need moar time, so for now I'm putting it up so stuff is due the first of June.
Kay? :3
Kay.
<3 you guys.
21 May 2009 @ 07:53 pm
I want to help so badly.
I also want to draw for you. I feel like it's all I can do for you right now...Angel, I wanna make you feel better. -_-
I want to help. Do something of substance...be able to go to where you are and wrap you up in a hug and just...help somehow.
Oh, and
I just wanted to let you guys know...
Angel, Rae, Rebecca, Natalie, Kaili, Lenore, Rachel, Hayden.
I love all of you to pieces.
Kay?
<333
The school year is still, well, crowded.
I haven't been on enough and I feel horrible that I have to go onto some machine to talk to the people I care about.
I can't see you all and hug you collectively.
-_-
DAMMIT
but that's why airplanes were invented, I take it.
If I could see you all at once, it would be...
the best party.
ever.
I also want to draw for you. I feel like it's all I can do for you right now...Angel, I wanna make you feel better. -_-
I want to help. Do something of substance...be able to go to where you are and wrap you up in a hug and just...help somehow.
Oh, and
I just wanted to let you guys know...
Angel, Rae, Rebecca, Natalie, Kaili, Lenore, Rachel, Hayden.
I love all of you to pieces.
Kay?
<333
The school year is still, well, crowded.
I haven't been on enough and I feel horrible that I have to go onto some machine to talk to the people I care about.
I can't see you all and hug you collectively.
-_-
DAMMIT
but that's why airplanes were invented, I take it.
If I could see you all at once, it would be...
the best party.
ever.
Internet Moodring Says: : distressed
distressedMusic, Movies, whatever. : Say Anything-Goodbye Young Tutor, You've Now Outgrown Me
07 May 2009 @ 06:01 pm
Okay. I know what it is, lol. But I wanna know people's opinions of it. this is a bit of a survey for an essay I'm doing. I wanna know a few things: 1. Your thoughts on anthropomorphism 2. Your thoughts on the fandom/art form 3. Why you like it (personal reasons and any opinions about whether or not there is a natural inclination) 4. What examples, not in the art community, do you associate with anthropomorphism/what inspires you? Ex. Brian Jaques, Watership Down, a certain cartoon, silly commercials. Anything inspiring or something out of the fandom that makes you think of the art. Your net names won't be included, lol. Just, "forum post" or something. I am still figuring that bit out, lol. Thanks for your opinions! Lol. For a huuuge number of opinions, I'm cross-posting to my other posting areas. I want a lot to take from and think about and one reason why I picked the topic I picked was because I wanted to see if I couldn't get some "first-hand" sources from others as into all this craziness as I am. It's mainly about anthropomorphism as a tool in general but it doesn't mean I can't be excited about it. Gawd. Way too excited about this paper. I get to cite a lotta books I like. A LOTTA books. <333 Oh and beyond that I'm gonna be absent except for art posts. Like I have for the past few weeks. DX We're only a few days from the exam that two whole years of my school life has circulated around. Ohhh man. It's next Thursday and, to say the least, I'm VERY concerned. I think I'll pass, sure, but I wanna pass well and the last thing I want (even more than a barely-passing grade) is to panic in the middle. So I'm gonna be doing a LOT of studying. And arting a little here and there. I can barely focus on anything but art or history class right now anyway. :/ Yup, just thought I'd add that too. But thanks guys, for your opinions. You're the best. <3
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I'm SUCH a history geek. It's become my "specialty" of sorts and I nearly cried when I learned tomorrow's going to be our last lecture of International Studies before the exam. After the exam it's all preparation for the regents. Which will be SO easy. We do practice questions from regents tests online in preparation for tests in class and it's...SO easy. Basic knowledge test, lol.
But seriously, I've learned so much this year about how the world works and why it is the way it is today.
America's lost a lot of respect in my eyes in some ways but gained a lot in others. I feel anger when I think about how so many peoples we fight against today used to practically rule the world. It's just insane that the power's America's now when it used to be in the Middle East and China. And now they're poor and hate our guts. :/
But also it's been a lot of fun. Our teacher makes pretty good jokes and his ability to always remain unbiased...I really respect that.
Besides my griping and soon-to-be-nostalgia...moving on!
Hopefully AP American'll be fun too, but seriously, I much prefer learning about the rest of the world. XD
And hopefully when this craziness is through I'll post more. D: I don't want anyone to think I'm abandoning the internet...rather, I wish I could bypass all machines: phones, computers, everything...just to chill with you guys.
Oh, apparently my phone can't hold a charge. Neither can my iPod. Or my mother's cell. So they're gonna be taken in.
Um. People I exchanged numbers with--what phone company do you use? I'm Verizon...so I may be able to call people free? :3 Hopefully?
Anyway. Whatever. This is about the essay. Silly me.
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I'm SUCH a history geek. It's become my "specialty" of sorts and I nearly cried when I learned tomorrow's going to be our last lecture of International Studies before the exam. After the exam it's all preparation for the regents. Which will be SO easy. We do practice questions from regents tests online in preparation for tests in class and it's...SO easy. Basic knowledge test, lol.
But seriously, I've learned so much this year about how the world works and why it is the way it is today.
America's lost a lot of respect in my eyes in some ways but gained a lot in others. I feel anger when I think about how so many peoples we fight against today used to practically rule the world. It's just insane that the power's America's now when it used to be in the Middle East and China. And now they're poor and hate our guts. :/
But also it's been a lot of fun. Our teacher makes pretty good jokes and his ability to always remain unbiased...I really respect that.
Besides my griping and soon-to-be-nostalgia...moving on!
Hopefully AP American'll be fun too, but seriously, I much prefer learning about the rest of the world. XD
And hopefully when this craziness is through I'll post more. D: I don't want anyone to think I'm abandoning the internet...rather, I wish I could bypass all machines: phones, computers, everything...just to chill with you guys.
Oh, apparently my phone can't hold a charge. Neither can my iPod. Or my mother's cell. So they're gonna be taken in.
Um. People I exchanged numbers with--what phone company do you use? I'm Verizon...so I may be able to call people free? :3 Hopefully?
Anyway. Whatever. This is about the essay. Silly me.
10 April 2009 @ 06:49 am
I will still have access to internet, I'll just be in a car for an ungodly number of hours too. Around 6 or 7?...
So yeah, I can still manage the exchange and check messages. :3
I'll take photos, okies? I'll take photos of all the pretty horses that I absolutely refuse to ride.
Last time I rode a horse it was my sister's somewhat pregnant mare who is really calm and inquisitive compared to most horses-she tries to <i>eat</i> plastic bags, the bane of horsekind-and this is because she lacks hormones to GET pregnant so they gave her estrogen to get her pregnant so she was HORNY.
And while I rode her she kept trying to hump my sister's older mare Lanaha. It was so scary ;-; NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN!
I'm really afraid of riding and then the animal tries to nudge up against the other. DX she never got into humping position at least. Oh god.
But yeah, no more riding horses for me. I'm not too keen on the feeling of them moving under me. Plus they're absolutely HUGE animals. Makes me a little nervous.
But yeah, I'll get photos. :3
EDIT: Rachel's journal with the link to the NOM video made me SO SICK that I sent a letter to them.
Then I found articles on the persecution in Iran.
I want to go kill someone plz.
Oh, and Badgeaholics needs ONE MORE participant. We're one short.
So yeah, I can still manage the exchange and check messages. :3
I'll take photos, okies? I'll take photos of all the pretty horses that I absolutely refuse to ride.
Last time I rode a horse it was my sister's somewhat pregnant mare who is really calm and inquisitive compared to most horses-she tries to <i>eat</i> plastic bags, the bane of horsekind-and this is because she lacks hormones to GET pregnant so they gave her estrogen to get her pregnant so she was HORNY.
And while I rode her she kept trying to hump my sister's older mare Lanaha. It was so scary ;-; NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN!
I'm really afraid of riding and then the animal tries to nudge up against the other. DX she never got into humping position at least. Oh god.
But yeah, no more riding horses for me. I'm not too keen on the feeling of them moving under me. Plus they're absolutely HUGE animals. Makes me a little nervous.
But yeah, I'll get photos. :3
EDIT: Rachel's journal with the link to the NOM video made me SO SICK that I sent a letter to them.
Then I found articles on the persecution in Iran.
I want to go kill someone plz.
Oh, and Badgeaholics needs ONE MORE participant. We're one short.
08 April 2009 @ 06:48 am
Exchange Participants:
1. Darkydespised-Refs- http://jabberwockyjo
Prefs-Mild gore as long as the nose isn't included, and mild nudity is okayyy
Theme prefs-Foster's Home, Chowder, Flapjack, Popples, The Last Unicorn, Okami, Care Bears (original, for god's sakes original!) My Little Pony (as in the show vs. the toys), Rainbow Brite, Paprika, Tokyo Godfathers, My Neighbor Totoro, The Aristocats, Fantastic Planet, Paradise Kiss (manga over anime), Futurama, Ren and Stimpy, The Matrix if we're going into dressup (although a lot of the other ones could include dressing up one of my characters, so really, do what you want).
2. Hipthrust-refs-
3. Demolitionbride-Character: Ande4. Clockworkgh0st
5. Retrorodent-
6. Tombstonerider-
7. Horsefeathers
8. Mottenfest
9. Zteif
10. Rosetintdshades-Ref- http://sara-ford.deviantart.com/art/Sas
I don't really need above PG-13, I like clothes and cussing.
Suggested Comics/Games/Animated Shows:
Dynasty Warriors (Anyone From Wu)
Shadow of Destiny (as Eike Kusch)
COMIC The Darkness (Jackie Esticado/The Darkness)
Any male character from a CLAMP Manga
Tim Burton-esque
Digimon (As a Digimon, not a kid)
11. Milinkowolf-refs-http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/k
http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/S
http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/W
Preferences: Mild nudity or gore is okay.
theme-anything from Final Fantasy, moogles.
12. Wingsofjudas-
I gotta go now but I will fill in the rest of the preferences everyone already gave me later, okay? Expect them later today, possibly in the evening.
Guys, remember, we don't really accept anything above tasteful nudity, we aren't a pr0nzbadge community, lol.
Aaand for gore, uh, whatever you guys want, I guess, just put a warning for gore when posting. Some people (like me, eek) have issues with stuff like noses bleeding, etc. sometimes.
Anyone else wanna participate?
Okay, The deadline is looking to be the middle of May...If anyone needs more time (Like I know Judas is moving, but he can get the badge sketched and inked) let me know, but I'd prefer to not extend it too far.
The theme again is a bit of a mix: cosplay of characters from comics and animated works is optional, and emulation of a style of said comic or animated work is the core theme. If you want you can bypass adding bits of another style and just do the character cosplay/adaptation to the comic. :3
I hope that made sense!
So, last chance for signups! And if I don't have your refs and preferences (ohmigod, refs and prefs) then please get them to me sooooon, kay?
Thanks, everyone, looks like it'll be tons of fun!
1. Darkydespised-Refs- http://jabberwockyjo
Prefs-Mild gore as long as the nose isn't included, and mild nudity is okayyy
Theme prefs-Foster's Home, Chowder, Flapjack, Popples, The Last Unicorn, Okami, Care Bears (original, for god's sakes original!) My Little Pony (as in the show vs. the toys), Rainbow Brite, Paprika, Tokyo Godfathers, My Neighbor Totoro, The Aristocats, Fantastic Planet, Paradise Kiss (manga over anime), Futurama, Ren and Stimpy, The Matrix if we're going into dressup (although a lot of the other ones could include dressing up one of my characters, so really, do what you want).
2. Hipthrust-refs-
3. Demolitionbride-Character: Ande
Ref: http://morguelily.deviantart.com/art/An
Pref: Gore is fine completely based on the theme xD
Theme: Resident Evil. S.T.A.R.S. Either Chris based http://fc39.deviantart.com/fs43/f/2
Pref: Gore is fine completely based on the theme xD
Theme: Resident Evil. S.T.A.R.S. Either Chris based http://fc39.deviantart.com/fs43/f/2
5. Retrorodent-
6. Tombstonerider-
7. Horsefeathers
8. Mottenfest
9. Zteif
10. Rosetintdshades-Ref- http://sara-ford.deviantart.com/art/Sas
I don't really need above PG-13, I like clothes and cussing.
Suggested Comics/Games/Animated Shows:
Dynasty Warriors (Anyone From Wu)
Shadow of Destiny (as Eike Kusch)
COMIC The Darkness (Jackie Esticado/The Darkness)
Any male character from a CLAMP Manga
Tim Burton-esque
Digimon (As a Digimon, not a kid)
11. Milinkowolf-refs-http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/k
http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/S
http://milinkowolf.deviantart.com/art/W
Preferences: Mild nudity or gore is okay.
theme-anything from Final Fantasy, moogles.
12. Wingsofjudas-
I gotta go now but I will fill in the rest of the preferences everyone already gave me later, okay? Expect them later today, possibly in the evening.
Guys, remember, we don't really accept anything above tasteful nudity, we aren't a pr0nzbadge community, lol.
Aaand for gore, uh, whatever you guys want, I guess, just put a warning for gore when posting. Some people (like me, eek) have issues with stuff like noses bleeding, etc. sometimes.
Anyone else wanna participate?
Okay, The deadline is looking to be the middle of May...If anyone needs more time (Like I know Judas is moving, but he can get the badge sketched and inked) let me know, but I'd prefer to not extend it too far.
The theme again is a bit of a mix: cosplay of characters from comics and animated works is optional, and emulation of a style of said comic or animated work is the core theme. If you want you can bypass adding bits of another style and just do the character cosplay/adaptation to the comic. :3
I hope that made sense!
So, last chance for signups! And if I don't have your refs and preferences (ohmigod, refs and prefs) then please get them to me sooooon, kay?
Thanks, everyone, looks like it'll be tons of fun!
06 April 2009 @ 07:45 pm
I'd....I'd look up the stuff at Roswell, etc....Find out all the crazy alien stuff.
In case you have not seen already, Badgeaholics is starting an EXCHANGEEXCHANGEEXCHANGEEXCHANGE <3333
ISN'T THAT AWESOME.
The theme is comic, videogame, or other art/animation style. So someone would sign up with a few requests.
For example this is MY signup:
Characters: Darkmoon, male OR female, Bailey, Lindsay.
Theme preferences: (you can deviate a little here if you want--my list does this, lol...) The Matrix (lol, theme deviation), original My Little Pony/Carebears, Rainbow Brite, Popples (I can't hide it anymore-I LOVED these things when I was little, even though they kind of scare me despite my love), Okami,
I'm serious.
I would.
I wonder that a lot-how much is true, what did they find that they refuse to share?
I'm just fascinated.
oh and...
In case you have not seen already, Badgeaholics is starting an EXCHANGEEXCHANGEEXCHANGEEXCHANGE <3333
ISN'T THAT AWESOME.
The theme is comic, videogame, or other art/animation style. So someone would sign up with a few requests.
For example this is MY signup:
Characters: Darkmoon, male OR female, Bailey, Lindsay.
Theme preferences: (you can deviate a little here if you want--my list does this, lol...) The Matrix (lol, theme deviation), original My Little Pony/Carebears, Rainbow Brite, Popples (I can't hide it anymore-I LOVED these things when I was little, even though they kind of scare me despite my love), Okami,